Portfolio Guide

In this Portfolio I am going to try to go outside my comfort zone. By the means of, writing about certain topics that I do or don't like and see if I am able to find out something new about myself.

Beginning of a New Beginning: Hanuman tries therapy to relieve the tension he's been carrying for a while. 

Hanuman Checks Out: Hanuman's bumping into his past.

Finding the Other Half: Story of two souls meeting as one. 

Week 13 Reading Diary, continued: The Princes of Elephant City, Part B

In this section of the reading of The Princes of Elephant City by C. A. Kincaid in 1921, there were many times when the stories had got too vivid. Previously, I have mentioned that more details the better but there are times when you need the story to get straight to the point so you don't the attention from your readers. I want to try to use that method in my writing this week. That does not quite mean I will not add any details at all but to organize the outline of the story in a way where there is no need for extra detail. Out of the chapters, the story of King Krishna's death stood out to me the most. I loved reading about how he was able to escape death before from King Kamsa, his uncle. Therefore, I was immediately intrigued when hearing about how he did not escape death this time. I know it is not humorous but I find it ironic that his death was lead by alcohol. Ever since I was little I was warned by many that alcohol is going to kill you so you better never drink it, also coming from a more conservative family, it would make sense for them to say so. I think that, their terminology actually works in this story. I know alcohol consumption is no joking matter but it would interesting to tied in parts and bits of this story into mine. I think I want the story to have the climax being that the main character is forbidden to drink and accidentally does and have the story be more of a triller sense. I do feel bad that while Krishna was trying to mediate and seek peace for his kingdom he ends up getting killed innocently.

Krishna. Source

Week 13 Reading Diary:The Princes of Elephant City

This week I have chose to read about The Princes of Elephant City by C. A. Kincaid in 1921. I read about Arjuna and was very intrigued with his adventures with being in exiled. One thing I don't understand is why did he have to marry Ulupi, She became this unexpected princess who helped out Arjuna in his time of need. She sought out that he would redeem himself and return safely back home with a higher head than he was when he first met her. It was also interesting that Arjuna had a dream about Agni who told him to burn down the Khandava forest to destroy the nagas. These stories would be fun to tweak with. I think using Ulupi as the main point of view in Arjuna's stories would be interesting to read. If I used her telling her reasons why she grabbed him from the river and dragged him to the water kingdom to the reasons why she fell in love with him. Maybe, she would even explain why she needed to marry him? Arjuna having a dream and him waking up and going along with the dream is very confusing. If he saw that he was responsible for a fire in the forest why does he still choose to commit to the crime? I think that concept would be a good part of the story. To have a nightmare and then trying to avoid the same events that happened in the dream with real life but end up being the exact movements.

Ulupi with Arjuna. Source

Week 12 Storytelling: Devaki's Diary

Dear Diary,
April 10 

I don't know what had gotten into my brother. I was just wed with my husband not too long ago and now brother has kept us in imprisonment. Have I done something wrong? I tried to talk it out with my husband but he is was so tired I let him sleep earlier. I wonder if anyone or anything had told my brother some lie that he has forced me to live like this with my husband. I love my brother and would not want anything to happen to him? Does he not have the same mind set? Or does he?

Dear Diary,
June 27

Brother finally visited after killing the sixth child I had. He showed no emotion. That is not like my brother. He is the most caring and especially for his little sister. He did not even say a word to us. He simply told the servant to keep us hydrated as the heat of the summer was kicking in. I don't understand, if he is keeping us imprisoned why is he trying to make it comfortable?

Dear Diary,
August 2

Husband and I know now that we are expecting. I don't know how far long I am but I am able to tell that I am conceiving since this is my eight pregnancy. I am very excited and I don’t know how. I lost 6 of my precious babies and with the grace of God I was able to put my 7th child into safety, or at least I hope he is. I have a different feeling with this child. I can feel the power within me increase day by day and I can’t tell if it’s because of the child or me?

Dear Diary,
September 12

Brother visited once more. This time he asked how I was and touched my face. He hasn’t asked about my well being for some time and let alone be friendly like he was with me in years. I hope he gets some senses and sees what he is doing to his own sister is wrong. I don’t know how much longer I can take of this.

Dear Diary,
January 30

Today was the day. My baby finally entered the world and the beauty of the child I was the happiest mother of them all. He wore the sweetest smile when being birthed and Vasu held him as he cried. My baby. He is finally here! The world stopped as he grasped my pinky. His little coos and giggles made me want to stop the moment and live in it forever. His eyes were like mine, big and bold. Alas, I knew there wasn’t enough time to notice every detail of him because Brother would be coming in at anytime. I sent the little one off to safety with hopes to see him once again.

Birth of Krishna. Source

Author's Notes:
 I decided to used the diary style to amplify more emotion since it is the mother going through pregnancy. I used the story of Krishna being born but only pertaining to events held before his actual birth. I found such strength and willpower in Devaki when going through all her births. I was able to detect that a loss of a child is horrific and to go through it countless of times is simply astonishing to me. I think all mothers are super heroes and Devaki definitely meets the definition.  

Bibliography:

"Cradle Tales of Hinduism"by Sister Nivedita from 1907.

Week 12 Reading DIary: Story of Krishna Part A

I enjoyed reading more about Krishna. This week I read "Cradle Tales of Hinduism" by Sister Nivedita from 1907. I was a great read! I particular enjoyed the beginning of the births of Krishna. There was so much detail I had not known before. I think Nivedita did a great job in describing the emotion as well as the reality sides of each character. After being around many friends who have children or about to, each birth story is different and special. In Devaki's case, this birth story is extra different and extra special. I would wonder what her mind was going through when going through all this during her pregnancy. No one would love to stay in prison and let alone be pregnant at the time. It would be interesting to hear her side of the story. The part when she forgot the world after holding her child for those moments was very enduring to me. I think all mothers are very much like superwomen. To write about the intensity of the moment and the details when she first held him is something I plan on expanding in this week's story. I love how they title Krishna as Babe, very cute. I think it would be interesting to play on this story of having a child and not being ready for the stress to be reciprocated from having Krishna who would one day slay the King. Motherhood is always a great aspect to portray of life itself. I am no where close to that part in life yet but would be interesting to see how I come about it, writing wise. 

Devaki holding Krishna. Source

Week 11 Reading Diary: Tales of Ancient India, Part B

This week I read The Tales of Ancient India by Edmund CharlesCox in 1887. In reading Part B of the chapters I found the story of Saraswati to be very intriguing. She was a bystander while her husband was remarried and she was not aware of anything of this until the last moment. Indra finding Gayatri to be Brahma’s new spouse was pretty surprising on my end just because they know so little about her and yet she would be the wife of a God now? That part did not make sense but seeing Saraswati’s wrath overcame my confusion.  This week I would like to do a story to portray Gayatri’s side of the marriage. I think it would be interesting to see what she was thinking as Indra took her hand for marriage for Brahma. Was she aware that he was already married? Was she also married and did not tell anyone? I can also display Saraswati’s character variously as well. Did she want to test Brahma to see if he would take another wife? When she spoke of her curse towards Brahma, it can be a good starting point of my story because I can pick up on where she left off. Having her avenges on Brahma would be the beginning of where I can start my climax of my story. I always heard of Saraswati in old hindi films but I am excited to read more about her. I think this week I would have a lot to add in for a climax.

Saraswati. Source.

Week 10 Storytelling: Helpless Maa

03/01/16 

DEAR ABBY:

I am writing to you because I have no other choice. I need advice about what to do with my two sons, Vishnu and Rama. I have one son, Vishnu, who thinks about nature and culture first. Another son, Rama, who thinks about laws and conduct. Both sons can work in harmony but holding onto their pride, they often don’t. People usually come to me for advice in the town because everyone sees me as a mother but I have failed them when I cannot even keep my own house in peace. Please, I am helpless. How do I make my sons get along when they are so different? Vishnu is on the verge of changing his identity and name to ‘Krishna’ so he won’t be longer known as ‘Rama’s brother’ or my ‘other’ son. I am trying to be supportive in both of them but it gets difficult at times. I beg to obtain Shakti to keep them happy as well as myself. My sons are the world to me and all I want is them to get along.--- HELPESS MAA, IN BENGAL

DEAR HELPESS MAA:

Don’t lose hope. It sounds like you have great sons. By the tone of your letter I can automatically tell that you are a divine mother. I know at times it can be tough but you have to realize that these are two different beings. They are allowed to have differences and similarities. It not fair to you to face this much stress from their behavior or personality. You being a mother is already a Shakti and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Suggest that the boys see your perspective and if they turn out to be the good sons you say, they will abide and listen to your plea. Then be prepared, because your sons will have a lot to say but that should not mean you don’t.

03/15/16

DEAR ABBY:

I took your advice and I spoke to my sons about my problems with them not getting along. I spoke to them separately and then together. It turns out that Vishnu has been wanting to change himself for a girl. Her name is Radha. I have never met her before but my son tells me she comes by the town often since her grandmother lives down the street. Rama tells me that Vishnu sneaks out at night to play tunes with his flute down by the river for her almost every night. I even caught a picture. Abby, I think it may be her that is ruining the brother’s friendship. I am trying to understand his side of the story but I cannot until I speak to this girl.---HELPLESS MAA, IN BENGAL

                                           Radha listening to Krishna play. Source 

DEAR HELPESS MAA:

I know it is easy to blame others for personal problems but I do agree that you should speak to her before anything else. Don’t let your other sons mention anything about her until you get to meet her. As for the brothers, set up a time in the day to sit down with both of them and talk about their day to day activities. 

03/30/16 

DEAR ABBY:

Thank you for your advice. I think it worked out for the best. My Vishnu is now Krishna thanks to Radhika. He really loves her as well as she loves him. I could see that Rama was getting jealous since he decided not to speak to SIta, his love, at the moment. That situation I can figure out later. I am just glad that I have a better communication with them. They are my world. If my boys are happy then that makes me happy.---NOT SO HELPESS MAA, IN BENGAL

Author's Note:
I have used Durga as the mother that is writing to Abby. I have never tried this style so if you are confused it's because so was I. I tried having a heartfelt mother like the mother God herself, being torn apart for having two sons who are very different than the other. I know that Rama is an incarnation of Vishnu but I thought it would be fun to play it up as different people since the characteristics change. I wanted to add Radha into the mix so I decided to play up the fact that Krishna and Radha were the love birds and Rama was the jealous brother. I honestly did not follow any particular story, just created one using the characteristics of each character.

Bibliography:
Radha
Durga
Rama and Vishnu from Seven Secrets from Hindu Calendar Art by Devdutt Pattanaik